Learning Lessons Through The Tireing Times

Have you ever gotten so tired and upset that you felt like throwing something? HA! well thats how I have felt this weekend.

One of the classes that I am taking at school, is a parenting class and for the past weekend I have had this plastic baby doll. It cries and eats and needs it's diaper changed like a real baby. It even keeps you up like a real baby would. I have to take it with me everywhere I go. I thought it would be fun but it turns out that it is not. Its absolutely horrible.. I am running on like maybe 7 hours of sleep this weekend. It always needs you when it wants something. It comes to you at its convenience, NOT YOURS and its so demanding of time. I complained and even cried at one point.

While I was feeding the baby, I realized that how the baby is to us, is how we can be to God. He is our ultimate parent. We go to him when we need something and we usually demand it on our time. He provides for us what we need to live and he changes us. hehe. not in the same sence as us changing the baby, but when he need a heart change, he is usually there to deal with the stinkyness of our lives. He has unconditional love. He looks past all of our faults and sees us for whats inside.

You know sometimes I wish that I didn't take the course but as I think about it now, I am glad that God "put that baby in my life" to remind me to step back and try to work things out and then if it gets to tough then to turn to God.

Love y'all and Thank you for supporting me on the trip this summer. I am excited for what God is going to do. He has continually proved himself faithful in my life and I am looking forward to what he has in store next in my life
God bless

Taylar Joy.